Alexandras Blogg

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me
All the choices i do is what's best for me

I will leaving you for a while
Hope you can understand my point
I never wanted to hurt you but how about you
Maby someday we will find a way

I just don´t belong to you i gotta be free
For now we might have to see what times will come whit
I dont want to leave all behind
It´s just to hard to it all slowly fade away
Everything we been through have been so grate and fun

I will never forget i will have it through my hole life
You didn't ever not know about it did you
You push away those you should have held close
Did you ever let go of them
I know you to well and you dont give up easily

Why cant you see
Why cant you hear our voices
Why are you so cold sometimes
Sometimes it feels like i don´t know you
Sometimes i just wanna slap you

You never see
You never hear
Why do i have to get hurt before you realise the damage
Why are you so down
Wanna be there for you and it´s hurts to see you sad

I guess i have to count on myself instead
I have to listen to my own heart
Everybody just trying to get in my head and tell me what to do
When i need you, you need me more but dont let me come close
You shutting me out

I cant hate you
Not now not ever
Need time to think
Im out on my own

How can you as yourself be strong when you need you got to be strong for a friend
Why is it almost always like this
I never wanna make the same mistake over and over
I want to make everythin alright
Please smile again
I missed you so mutch